Good day overall as I made good progress at work and had a great meeting with John Dieser. I still spend too much time on social media and feel pulled in too many directions. Ang scares me a bit as she spends money on clothes for Chloe ($120) even though yesterday she got Easter presents and we do not have much money. She acts like she doesn’t care. And she doesn’t want to discuss spend with me. I can hardly give a kiss on the head of the girls. I don’t understand why they push me away so many times. I get that they are becoming independent but it feels like Ang’s relationship with me -or lack of - influences them so much. Lisa was also very short with me over texts. She seemed stressed out too. I personally do not feel much fear right now. Thanks God, I can train on my bike. It makes me happy. Just like listening to Rich Roll. I need to stay focused on gratitude to stay peaceful inside.
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